Goodbye 2007

Hi computer, me again :-) well it has really been a long time since I have been here and written anything. Well a lot has happened since the last time I wrote something and yes my heart has been broken :-( but hey that is life and how we learn not so?
Well the man of my dreams that I have decided to give my trust to disappeared not to let me hear a word from him. I can say I am heart broken as I truly believed in him ;/ well it has taught me one thing. Don't trust so easily hehehe I almost made the mistake of my life there by giving up everything to go to a new country. Luckily my common sense and friends convinced me to wait first to see what happens and it is just as well I did that hey?
Well I came to Cape Town and I am really enjoying it here, I am resting and getting myself sorted out. Ready to start the new year, 2008 anew with a new outlook on the world.
One of the lessons I have learned is be discriminating with your trust and don't belief what other people say as they are not as open as yourself. Laughing out loud I belief because I mean what I say others do the same. I am lucky though that I have met a couple of people who do mean what they say and they make it worth while.
I still belief I want a relationship but mmmmm to find the right person that will love me and accept me for who I am well I have to be patient and just know that he is out there for me.
2007 has been a very hard year and I think with a lot of lessons and I hope I have learned something from it.
I have discovered a wonderful masseur and ladies if you can get one to give you a sensual massage take it!!! it is worth every cent you spend on it :)
I have also very bravely posed in the nude for an art group and it was such an amazing experience as I discovered that I like myself as I am at this moment. It seems to have freed me up a lot from a lot of old inhibitions and I have been able to move on.
For 2008 I hope that I can set my goals and reach them and that every single wish I have come true and I hope that all my family, loved ones and friends also have their wishes come true :D
I leave you with love, peace and light
Go well and be save
AM