Zodiac Match

The Zodiac Match Test

My Result: Aries

Initially, an Aries is likely to catch your eye with their flirty charm and social ways. But as you get to know them better, you're apt to be even more drawn to an Arian's strength and confidence. People born under this sign typically know what they want out of life. They're also usually ready with a well-drawn game plan of how to achieve their dreams. In matters of the heart, don't expect an Aries to get too sentimental. Just be satisfied that this partner will both be generous and have an eye for quality. In the bedroom, people tend to find the Ram to be a passionate lover with a robust sex drive. It's just one more way that Arians try to get the most out of life and live it to the fullest — even if that means sometimes living on the edge.

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It has been a while

Hi computer, yes it has been a while since I last wrote in my blog and yes I am going through some major changes at the moment. I have been working on myself as I have to learn to trust and have faith.
Damn did u know how difficult that can be? If you are tested in lots of ways to see how much trust and faith you have.
I know this is a major big lesson to learn as when I have learned this lesson I will be on a totally new plane and that is what I want.
I am in love with someone I have not met yet and it is freaking me out I want to tell u. I don't know how it has happened and now this is the part that I am having to start trusting and having faith.
The love of my life, my soulmate, the man that has taken over my heart is coming on holiday with me in December. We are going to get to know each other and I just know it will be a coming together of two halves. I wish I can explain this but this is how it feels to me, I can feel his energy and it is all around me all the time, like a protective caccoon enfolding me keeping me safe.
Now this coming together as one does not mean you have to lose yourself to the other person it only means that you will feel whole and it is important never to give yourself over for someone else to run, the best relationship is one where you have to whole entities that can be together and work as a unit but still have your own identity, knowing myself I know I will want my space from time to time and I know my love will want the same.
I have this deep knowing that we will be able to be together in utter silence and just be. Comfortable in each others company.
Ok I have now let out some of my thoughts now I can start my day.

You all have a great day now!

Stupidity

Ok so yes I tend to start it this way, it has been a while!

I am just going to vent this morning on my stupidity as I am the only one to blame if I get hurt. I can't belief that I am so stupid to get caught up on an online romance thing and then get hurt as well and where my stupidity comes in is that I believed that something like that can work!!!!
How fucking stupid can you get you might ask me so I will tell you. FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!!!
I think it went over the excitement of everything and those feelings that can be stirred and then you get caught up in the moment and start believing what people tell u. I personally belief people easily as I will say and do only what I mean, I think that is what catches a lot of people with me as I do what I say I will do.
I find it difficult to understand people that just say things without meaning them. If I make a promise I will keep it to the best of my ability and if I can't do it I will then say I can't.
So I got caught up in an online romance and I think because someone told me a few months back something like that will happen I actually created it in my sub conscious because I wanted it to happen.
I am now standing back and thinking that my declaration of loving being single and living on my own might be null and void as I so readily was going to give up everything in my life that I have and that I worked for to go to a country where I won't even understand the language!!! God I can just see myself trying to communicate and having to learn a new language at my age. Although they say u are never to old to learn but at the best of times I have a problem getting my tongue around certain words in Afrikaans and English now I have to try with a foreign language as well!
Luckily this did not go to far and I am sitting with a broken heart and lovely friends who will help me get over this and a life lesson that I will not forget in a hurry.
If I go back on a chat - keep it simple and fun and don't get involved except on a chat basis with anyone!!!!
Ok that is me for now I better start my day.
Have a lovely day!