Yeah it is Friday evening at last! I am watching a very entertaining movie called The Fox and it has the actor in Smallville that plays superman in. Hahaha I keep waiting for him to start flying or run like a bullet but he just is not doing that!
It is some sort of horror but I am experiencing light amusement by it so it is entertaining enough!
I thought I will start surfing the web to see if I can find things on Cutedolphin as that is my nic I use on some chat sites but all I find is a lovely lady in Japan that uses Cutedolphin so she seems lovely and that makes me happy.
Today was a day of irritation for me for some reason I was slightly irritated and tried to keep out of peoples way as I find it very energy consuming to get angry. I must say the people I work wth is wonderful and they pick up on the fact that I am not in a very talketive mood and leave me alone.
I am somewhat excited as I am going for reflexoligy tomorrow, I have not had that done for a very long time and it is really making me happy that I found someone that does it. I also have to say I have to feel comfortable with someone that is going to touch my feet!
I have to tell you I had a massage not to long ago and it was dreadful! U know when u look forward to something so much and then it is such a let down! Well I don't want to experience anything like that again so next time I will make sure I research the therapist first before I go to them.
Well coming back to the reflexoligy I am excited as this is a lovely lady and a dear friend as well and I can feel in me bones it is going to be a wonderful experience.
Lmao I just hope I find her house, I am quite well known for getting dreadfully lost even with a map!
I have discovered through experience that chat sites are a dangerous addictive passtime and it can take hours out of your day without you accomplishing anything and the people on the sites are extremely malicous. On the other hand though I have made 4 of the most amazing friends that you can ever imagine and will be eternally grateful for that.
Thank you my lovely friends I am indeed honoured to have you in my life and bless the day I met you!
Well that is me for now and I will report on the reflexology treatment and how it felt!
Have a lovely Saturday and may your day be filled with sunshine smiles :-)
Friday, July 13, 2007
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Almost weekend!!!
Yeah it is almost weekend!! Today was somewhat hectic with people that is never satisfied with things that you order them. I am so lucky I am a patient person and that I know that is a pure waste of energy to lose my temper but damn it was really close today.
Hehehe one of the ladies I work with saw that I was close to exploding and actually congratulated me on keeping a smile on my face! I was a bit quiet the rest of the day but quiet can be good you know. It makes you go into yourself and take count of what you can be grateful for in the world.
I seem to also battle getting held of some people which makes me very irritated as they have to submit their material today. O well hopefully I will get hold of them of tomorrow. Will visualise that tonight :-)
So I am in a bit of a slump but it is a small one and one I will get over soon. I am going for reflexology on Saturday and can't wait. It is one of the things that is so relaxing u should try it really!
Well I don't have to much to say so that is going to be it for now but remember smile and have a laugh in your voice and people respond to it!
Let the sunshine in!
Hehehe one of the ladies I work with saw that I was close to exploding and actually congratulated me on keeping a smile on my face! I was a bit quiet the rest of the day but quiet can be good you know. It makes you go into yourself and take count of what you can be grateful for in the world.
I seem to also battle getting held of some people which makes me very irritated as they have to submit their material today. O well hopefully I will get hold of them of tomorrow. Will visualise that tonight :-)
So I am in a bit of a slump but it is a small one and one I will get over soon. I am going for reflexology on Saturday and can't wait. It is one of the things that is so relaxing u should try it really!
Well I don't have to much to say so that is going to be it for now but remember smile and have a laugh in your voice and people respond to it!
Let the sunshine in!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Yeah it is Wednesday, midweek and I have come into my full self again, what a relief! I feel great and the world is a wonderful place!
I know if you listen to the news it is bad but hey listen to the bad and feel grateful that your life is better!
I have decided to take my healing into my own hands or mind depending on how you look at it and I must say with the help of my doctor I am in much less pain now and I am once again realizing how I create what I want in my life.
For so long now I have been in a negative space and I must admit being with negative people or chatting to them does not help one bit. So take these people out of the equation and you will have won half the battle so to say.
I was watching The Secret last night and wow o wow I have remembered everything I learned a couple of years back on how to create! Do yourself a favor and get the movie it really is powerful and it reminds you of things that is actually very logical and that is we do create our own life and space and destiny and if we want it to be good well then that is what we have to create and drop all those negative ideas that gets put into you from an early age.
I was watching my sister in law with her grandchild and listening to what she is saying to this 2 month old baby and soon realized that there the seeds already get planted with what is yuck, everything she said to this baby was negative.
Now imagine him growing up and having been told kissing is yuck he does not want to kiss anyone. Then she can't understand why he does not want to kiss her his grandmother when she in fact told him as a baby every time she kissed him "O yuck"
So to get back to where I am now it took me watching The Secret to realize what I know anyway that I can create my own life, my health and my wealth and who I want to come into my life.
I have to get back in liking myself, and honestly I have started really disliking myself again! I am now realizing once again how a person can get affected negatively so I am going to do much more for the no 1 person in my life and that is me.
So maybe I will have to meditate every night in order to get to the space I was in 2 years ago, but you know it is really worth it because I was able to create very well and I know it will not be long before I can be back in that space, I give myself a week and that is really long :-)
So my dear readers go out and be grateful for what you have and let us start putting the good into our lives again.
Go well and have a sunshine day!
Mmmwwwaaaaahhhhhhh!
I know if you listen to the news it is bad but hey listen to the bad and feel grateful that your life is better!
I have decided to take my healing into my own hands or mind depending on how you look at it and I must say with the help of my doctor I am in much less pain now and I am once again realizing how I create what I want in my life.
For so long now I have been in a negative space and I must admit being with negative people or chatting to them does not help one bit. So take these people out of the equation and you will have won half the battle so to say.
I was watching The Secret last night and wow o wow I have remembered everything I learned a couple of years back on how to create! Do yourself a favor and get the movie it really is powerful and it reminds you of things that is actually very logical and that is we do create our own life and space and destiny and if we want it to be good well then that is what we have to create and drop all those negative ideas that gets put into you from an early age.
I was watching my sister in law with her grandchild and listening to what she is saying to this 2 month old baby and soon realized that there the seeds already get planted with what is yuck, everything she said to this baby was negative.
Now imagine him growing up and having been told kissing is yuck he does not want to kiss anyone. Then she can't understand why he does not want to kiss her his grandmother when she in fact told him as a baby every time she kissed him "O yuck"
So to get back to where I am now it took me watching The Secret to realize what I know anyway that I can create my own life, my health and my wealth and who I want to come into my life.
I have to get back in liking myself, and honestly I have started really disliking myself again! I am now realizing once again how a person can get affected negatively so I am going to do much more for the no 1 person in my life and that is me.
So maybe I will have to meditate every night in order to get to the space I was in 2 years ago, but you know it is really worth it because I was able to create very well and I know it will not be long before I can be back in that space, I give myself a week and that is really long :-)
So my dear readers go out and be grateful for what you have and let us start putting the good into our lives again.
Go well and have a sunshine day!
Mmmwwwaaaaahhhhhhh!
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Ok so a whole week has gone past without a word from me! well I just was not in the mood to say anything, but yesterday the 07/07/07 (great numbers) I decided it was time that I should pull myself towards myself and get out of this pit of darkness I have been stuck in.
I discovered a site with the most wonderful lessons and meditation that helps you to take control of your own life as well as activate your own healing. U know I know it works I did it before in my life a long time ago. I experienced the power of my own mind in healing myself and it is now the time to take action!
It took me quite a while to get back to a space where I am actually willing to do something for myself again and man I am getting more and more excited about the prospect of causing my healing with the help of the big man above of course!
well this last week was once again a dark abyss and I really don't want it over again. Then there are the men that think women are absolutely arse holes!!!! hellooo!!! we are not u know!!!! just because we stay by ourselves does not mean we are lonely pathetic beings!!! it might be a decision we made and are at peace with ourselves.
lol ok that my little bitching for now. I am going to watch X-Men now so be good and smile as really it is the best thing on a persons face!
lol be good and have a great week!!
I discovered a site with the most wonderful lessons and meditation that helps you to take control of your own life as well as activate your own healing. U know I know it works I did it before in my life a long time ago. I experienced the power of my own mind in healing myself and it is now the time to take action!
It took me quite a while to get back to a space where I am actually willing to do something for myself again and man I am getting more and more excited about the prospect of causing my healing with the help of the big man above of course!
well this last week was once again a dark abyss and I really don't want it over again. Then there are the men that think women are absolutely arse holes!!!! hellooo!!! we are not u know!!!! just because we stay by ourselves does not mean we are lonely pathetic beings!!! it might be a decision we made and are at peace with ourselves.
lol ok that my little bitching for now. I am going to watch X-Men now so be good and smile as really it is the best thing on a persons face!
lol be good and have a great week!!
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Sunday night
It's Sunday evening, 2 days since I last wrote anything, well I am back in my dark pit and I don't know how to get out, I did not take any tablets on Saturday morning and almost died of pain.
I don't know how I am going to overcome this as I just don't have the energy to climb out. Looking I see I am using a lot of negative so I am in the negative side of my life at the moment so what shall I do? Just embrace it at the moment and use it to learn some lessons for this life time.
I am not sure I want to learn any lessons at the moment, I just want to sit in a corner and die. Will I really miss anything exciting tomorrow if I die tonight? I wonder?
O well tomorrow is just work so what will I really miss if I don't wake up? I don't think that much to be honest. I have to phone and be cheerful and confince people they want to spend all their money.
My mind at this moment is really dark and I just don't know if I want to make it lighter.
Anyway I think it is time to go to sleep so have a wonderful week ahead.
I don't know how I am going to overcome this as I just don't have the energy to climb out. Looking I see I am using a lot of negative so I am in the negative side of my life at the moment so what shall I do? Just embrace it at the moment and use it to learn some lessons for this life time.
I am not sure I want to learn any lessons at the moment, I just want to sit in a corner and die. Will I really miss anything exciting tomorrow if I die tonight? I wonder?
O well tomorrow is just work so what will I really miss if I don't wake up? I don't think that much to be honest. I have to phone and be cheerful and confince people they want to spend all their money.
My mind at this moment is really dark and I just don't know if I want to make it lighter.
Anyway I think it is time to go to sleep so have a wonderful week ahead.
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