Hi computer, yes it has been a while since I last wrote in my blog and yes I am going through some major changes at the moment. I have been working on myself as I have to learn to trust and have faith.
Damn did u know how difficult that can be? If you are tested in lots of ways to see how much trust and faith you have.
I know this is a major big lesson to learn as when I have learned this lesson I will be on a totally new plane and that is what I want.
I am in love with someone I have not met yet and it is freaking me out I want to tell u. I don't know how it has happened and now this is the part that I am having to start trusting and having faith.
The love of my life, my soulmate, the man that has taken over my heart is coming on holiday with me in December. We are going to get to know each other and I just know it will be a coming together of two halves. I wish I can explain this but this is how it feels to me, I can feel his energy and it is all around me all the time, like a protective caccoon enfolding me keeping me safe.
Now this coming together as one does not mean you have to lose yourself to the other person it only means that you will feel whole and it is important never to give yourself over for someone else to run, the best relationship is one where you have to whole entities that can be together and work as a unit but still have your own identity, knowing myself I know I will want my space from time to time and I know my love will want the same.
I have this deep knowing that we will be able to be together in utter silence and just be. Comfortable in each others company.
Ok I have now let out some of my thoughts now I can start my day.
You all have a great day now!
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