Saturday yeah!

Saturday morning and I am still in bed! It is so nice to be able to just be lazy for a bit, not to rush out at ungodley hours to go to work.

I have to get going just now as I realised yesterday that the petrol shortage is for real on my side of the world, I will have to go fill up with petrol or I am going to find it difficult to get to work.

Hahaha unexpected vacation, although with modern technology I actually do not have to be at work to do my work. I have the internet and a phone I can easily do my work from home and being connected I can communicate with the designer of the mag at all times. So whether I am at home or at work I can work from both.

I think going to the office everyday just makes you aware that you have to work and it is nice to interact with other people, even for me who is at the moment far more comfortable being on my own than with others, if I really want to be with or even just talk to others I can pick up the phone and call them or even log onto a chat site but at this point I am not all that intrested to do that.

I am blessed with wonderful friends who understand that I need my space at times so they will interact with me when I feel the need for their loving support.

I also am furious as I had so called friends and when they asked me for my help I gladly gave it but now that they have to pay back they are gone!! I belief I might have spoken about this before so ok I will not bore you with this topic again.

Last night I was watching the most boring movies on tv and decided to play on the internet and downloaded something, it just made me so confused as it asked something I don't understand so now I must go find clever person to help me. It is fun though because I just venture into things I don't understand so I have to learn to deal with it and I am not shy to ask for help. I love learning new things even if I say at times I don't.

Do u know that I sometimes wonder what is going on here in SA. I was listening to the news the other morning about the girl that was raped at the hospital and when someone on the report said we live in South Africa and we should accept that we have to live with alarms and in fear I thought to myself that is the biggest load of B...S... I have ever heard!!!!!! Why should we get used to live in fear? Why must we actually accept this situation. We are basicly trained by the government that people who do bad things is more protected. Damn if you want to do something bad it should be murder instead of theft as for murder you would be out of prison much quicker than theft or fraught.

You drive home night or day and you have to make sure no one follows you, why is the crime so bad and we just sheepishly accept the situation. My boss said people get trained to be a certain way and he is so right, we are trained to accept the situation in South Africa and we actually just adapt our lives to it.

So we live and work in fear and in security places which if the thief want to get in he will actually because if they are planning on getting your hard earned things they will do it.

Hahahaha ok that is me off my little soap box, I just feel like uttering some thoughts that has been milling in my mind the last couple of days.

I hope your day is one of pleasure and abundance and full of sunshine laughter.

Be good